today

Recently, I felt a tinge of sadness. But I can't find the source of my sadness. Work pressure? study stress? or is it due to the departure of a really nice friend today, that I felt my life has sunk into a total emptiness.

Though my pretty lecturer told me that I scored the highest in my class for my grammar analysis at 7pm today, I don't really felt the kind of excitement that I would have felt if I were younger, perhaps. One classmate came to congratulate me, but I just kinda brush it off in an abrupt way. Maybe she will feel that I am being yaya papaya or super HL.

Actually, how long does one need to take in order to forget a significant event or moment in one's life? or rather, erased it totally. 3 years? 5 years? or never? If there is really such a drink like "wang qing shui", wouldn't it be nice to take a sip, and choose to forget selective memories from our memory bank?

Saw from a Singapore version soap opera, u take 3 years to forget someone that you had once loved so madly, and to find another person. 1 and a half year more to go... well, maybe that is crapped. it just depends on who you meet at the right time, right place and with the right mood. And a "clear, healthy" heart in order to "see" him.

My blog, like my mood, is totally messy. I don't know what I am writing. There seemed to be no linking of thinking. Perhaps that is what I am right now. Wanting to explode, but shy to. Wanting to be silent, but unbearable to keep it down. Women are really complicated creatures, emotional creatures.

Everything is hard, struggling so hard, and fighting so hard to achieve something concrete. And yet, it may not even come true.

想你

将手心中的沙子交给你是一辈子的幸福。

还是沙子，依然是，再一次握在手里，但已找不到同样的故事，也遇不到能让我心跳的你。

想着你，我又徘徊到曾留下我们脚印的沙滩。不知不觉，手指又轻轻地在沙堆里比画。如果我把双手交给你，我们是否幸福一辈子？这是一道难题吧。谁知道未来呢？连我也不曾有过答案。虽然如此，我还是傻傻地喜欢着你。开始的一切都好美好美，每天都如蜂蜜一样甜。什么时候，蜂蜜加了水，越来越淡，我们开始疏远了……

念着你，我又好渴望能和你再次联络。不知不觉，我想再一次找寻你，滑鼠很多次都停留在那儿，不敢再点击你的名字，我心里还有疙瘩吧。我晓得未来的事，我们之间已经有了答案，就是断讯。虽然如此，我还是傻傻地喜欢着你。结束的一切都好酸好酸，每天都如酸梅一样，时时刻刻，都难入口，越来越酸，我和你路人甲和乙……

想知道你现在在哪？我的心还荡漾着，我的爱还停留在海风轻吹的那晚。你给我的回忆都好美，好幸福。我不想忘记，更不想失去。你现在在世界的哪个角落呢？是否还是同一个星空下？放不下，真傻！我和你还是松开了双手，握不紧的沙子，就让它从指缝中流走吧。

逃 - 送给哥哥

我逃不了 逃不出你的魅影
分分秒秒 感觉到你的呼吸
思念像班纳杜 如此上瘾
还是无法 制止思念你的痛
我什么都不想 什么都不要
只想再次寻到你 再次抓牢你

你现在幸福吗？

为你流泪

回忆……保留着，
未来……继续走吧！
为她滴下的那颗泪，就当是冲刺前方路的精神鼓励。

墨尔本的天空

再次让我回到属于我的地方，因为有你。
在遥远的你，我似乎已经慢慢地被遗忘，
感觉好像渐渐失去了回忆、忘记了快乐，丢弃了自由。
也遗忘了你曾和我一起欢笑、一起哭泣、一起过的日子。
你和我是否还心心相印？

让我再次回到墨尔本的天空……我想你。

窝心

是不是遗忘了?还是昏迷了一阵子，突然又醒了过来？脑子里又泛起了涟漪，曾经失去过的，顿时想一再拥有，贪心的我。相像你就站在我眼前，个子高高的你，总是让我抬头望你。可是，能望着你的眼神，就是窝心。

无聊的一天

活动：家长日Parents-Teaching Meeting Session
地点：教室
时间：从早上八点坐到下午四点

工作：
一、无所事事，有空就用电脑，上网八卦一下，看影片。（同事们都不在！）
二、早餐、午餐时间，到AVA ROOM拿免费的饭盒。
三、阅读报章
四、和朋友通电话
五、和一般打工仔一样，对着手表倒数下班时间。30分钟前，到厕所梳妆打扮一番。

可取之处：无所事事，薪水照领

Poison

'Even if a snake is not poisonous, it should pretend to be venomous.'
Chanakya quotes (Indian politician, strategist and writer, 350 BC-275 BC)

After discussing with a friend, we had come to a conclusion:

The singapore's venom is not as poisonous as the *****'s. Not all, but some.

It suddenly reminds me of a friend's post > 去跟蛇睡. (in hokkien)

又无语了

今天发生了一件超恶心的事情，肯定了我们之间的距离。我只有一句话对你说……“认识你不久，我却时常给你添麻烦，你一直都非常‘爸爸‘地训我唠叨我，我真不知道该怎么‘报答‘你。”

和母亲大人发了牢骚，她给我的安慰：“当他再数落你的时候，当他是隐形人。跟他一般见识，只会让你成为下等人。”
Outcome: 我正努力制作我的“笑面虎”面具。

无语

xx尊敬你，把原本不属于你的表演机会让给你，你却在背后插xx一刀，擅自作决定，安排了不该做的事。是否应该之前就和xx商量，尊重xx这位从头忙到尾的“隐形人”？你在无功无劳的情况下，得到了你渴望的光荣。可，你又安排一个这么糟糕幼稚的人，来“酸”xx，完全没有考虑到xx的感受，xx做事的原由，更没有尊重这位“隐形人”。还让他数落了我最敬仰的老师。无语……

虽是下雨天，却从不出现彩虹

我感觉到你的痛，
怎么，就好像昨天的痛觉
那滴眼泪，那悲伤的表情
心酸 冷却 呐喊
没人听见我

你，
就这样消失了吗？

我, 冷
我, 伤
我, 麻

我……我……无奈

几次，我想让你知道我还是关心你
几次，我想让你知道我的心属于你

但是，对着你
我, 就是无能为力
我, 就是死爱面子
我, 就是没有勇气

虽是下雨天，却从不出现彩虹

Am I a fool? :(

氧气

请不要成为我的呼吸，因我已无能为力再承受。
挡挡挡屏住呼吸，你却已不知不觉成为了我的氧气。

<<幸福宣言>>

一闪一闪的，扑通扑通的
眼睛总是目不暇接的望着远方

今晚的星空很清晰
你也在世界的另一端观赏这迷人的星空吗?

我就站在房外的走廊上，
凝视着一闪一闪的星空，
风儿轻轻地打在我的脸蛋，
想你的心情也慢慢强烈着，
想着你，心在飞，
可知道，脑子里都是你……

我想借着星星闪烁的光道
向你传达我对你深深的祝福。

你的存在就像一朵盛开的玫瑰，
每一朵花瓣似乎都轻声细语的对你说
你要活得像花儿蝶儿那么有活力

你的笑容就像天空里飘逸的云朵，
每一朵云儿似乎都轻声细语的对你说
你要笑得像白云蓝天那么的灿烂

你的眼睛就像一双会说话的星星，
每一颗星星似乎都轻声细语的对你说
你一定要照亮世上的千万颗星星

我希望你会是永远的幸福快乐。
你收到我的祝福了吗?

＊＊＊

元宵节快乐！
情人节快乐！
记得赏月哦^^

是你吗？

是你吗？我们曾经站过的草地
是你吗？红色T-恤修长的身子
是你吗？微微的动作你的气质
是你吗？望海的背影倍感熟悉

这一刹那，
你的气味笼罩着我
无法呼吸的思念

之前想你的一百秒
就在这一刻的画面我愣住了
之前想你的一千秒
就在这一刻回到从前的幸福
之前想你的一万秒
就在这一刻想扑进你的怀抱
之前想你的那一秒
就在这一刻的画面我冻结了

很想走到你面前看清你模样
很想走到你面前确认你是你

不可能
即使你知道是我
你依然对我无言以对

不可能
即使你知道是我
你仍然当我是路人甲

偶然的相遇不如擦身而过
保留从前美丽的童话故事

我只好
拖着的脚步
从你身后悄悄地走远

然而，
我的视线
依然停留在你的背影。

“愚”

无法面对的现实，始终还是得勇敢地面对吧？
事过境迁，难道就是这么刻骨铭心吗？
若碰见了，又怎么样？为什么这么畏缩，这么的不坦荡荡呢？
还得拉朋友下水，助吾一臂之力。

“日来朝思忽回首，夜来暮想梦醒来，
今日相逢不相识，唯有沉默相凝望。”

云威力vs月先生

暮色苍茫白云飘逸
雷声隆隆云显威力
黑色风暴零杀伤力

漫漫长夜躲家K书
月缺斜挂投照残明
月先生啊暗藏杀机


武林秘籍，谁有？

太无聊了…… >.< 脑子档机 (Mental Block)

Jumbo Milk Tea, I want it too!

Happy Birthday Joey!
Can I have a sip too? ^^

梁山伯

为何每到学期的这个时候，都要赶梁山伯的作业呢？

其实他好像进步了，冷笑话减少了。
今天可是和他的最后接触了，真乐！
为了最后一次的接触，我们到McCafe喝杯冰冻巧克力奶吧！呵呵……

Life is like a motion picture, it is constantly moving and changing.
The people you met, the thing you do, the possession you have.

The people who you knew today, may be the strangers of another day.
The thing that you did today, may be the karma of another day.
The possession that you earned today, may not be yours of another day.

I pray in my heart...
The people who I knew today, will be the loves ones of my life.
The thing that I did today, will bring good luck of my life.
The possession that I earned today, will be of good purpose of my life.

A room of glitters, a room of darkness.
A group of friends, a single soul.
A round of laughters, a tingle of silence.
Making merry with dance and music, staring quietly by the night.
Under the flame of a candle, praying secretly in my heart...

Hotpot @ Yuki chan's house

Nice hotpot dinner at Yuki-chan's house on a saturday night, with our dear apple too!
We really have a nice gathering, catch up on each other's lives. Though nostalgic, but enjoyable.
Yuki-chan, I love your originality mojito! Although it is not made with white rum, ya vodka idea is good and original. ^^

今版《归园田居》

少无适k书，性本爱周公
误落尘网中，一绑竟五年

两年k书涯，三年落红尘
今只第二年，碰见月先生

天天读古诗，口齿不清晰
学生想专心，却成瞌睡虫

我不解迷茫，周一死翘翘
现困诗经里，谁能解救我？

周公！

《短歌行》改编版

对酒当歌，人生几何?
何以解忧？唯有vodka。

Dada's house - The swinke's gathering

Swinke's gathering at Dada's house. Though it was a rainy day, we still made it to Dada's house for PotLuck!! Too bad, some of our friends are unable to come.



Chilli vodka, Anyone? hoho, this crazy idea was given by Hui Ru. She had tried this vodka in London and the way she described the taste had triggered my curiosity. I went to the extent of searching for the recipe online. Gosh, the recipe is to have the chilli in the vodka and sealed it for a week. We didn't try for a week, but for a few hours - 2 hours perhaps? I didn't want to burn anyone.. Well, the taste wasn't that fantastic. It does smell of chilli, but it sure did not taste of chilli. However, with this weird blend, the taste is funny. Vincent did not like the taste. Neither do us... Perhaps, we have to go with the idea of 1 week before we can fully appreciate the heaven of chilli vodka. Luckily, the combination turn out to be gentle, and not burning off Vincent's throat, tummy, intestine.. 呵呵...


Yuki's asparagus with bacon...!


Dada's indon cuisine, beancurd with bean sprouts!! Hey, what is the name of this dish? Somebody tells me, please...


Vincent's specialty - Ma Po Tou Fu! Spicy indeed...


Hui Ru's deep friend spring roll.


Erina's Terriyaki Chicken.



Sense of satisfaction wrapped their face as they ate the vietnamese spring roll. Though they are not successful with the technique of wrapping, but they ate it with a sense of satisfaction. Everyone came up with different shapes.. Did you see Dada's and Erina's "dumplings"? errr.... lol
Yuki chan had finally succeeded in the end. Look at her spring roll. Not bad, isn't it? ^^

Of course, not to forget Wei Siang's homemade Almond Jelly...



Nice cosy living area. Pink Sofa, White Sofa. Pink for Dada? White for Erina? Ooh, can we squeeze..? Vincent, you are in the wrong seat. Pink isn't right for you.
Aha, Wei Siang.. Why are you imitating someone's famous pose? *grin*
How was the 99 game? fun killing people, isn't it?

Arigatou Gozaimashita, everyone! You made it all happened! ^^

Hugssss

抢救豆豆大行动

又到了作业发烧周了！赶作业、赶测验、赶 e-learning……呵呵……
读书好还是教书好呢？我想都不好吧……因为都会让我晕头转向，转出可恶的小豆豆。
豆豆像爆米花一样，乒乒乓乓……乒乒乓乓……爆个不停。
抢救豆豆大行动，此刻开始！
呼呼……会成功吗？

一张不能见人的脸孔，拜作业所赐，还我容貌……！　呵呵 ^^